Jesus.. The Light Of The World..

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

YEAH!!!

truth!!!
22 out of 25 for history!!! yeah! truth! 88out of 100 but its combined... haiz...
but still got A1! yeah1 had 2 A1s. Geog and Comb humans.

Gonna study hard for O levels. PPrelims not that important but still need to study.

Had dnt! YEs! finally fixed my motor. left my Lightings! lol!
actually wanted to go NDP training with junhong but he went 1st and i am stilll stucked at the dnt room.
=[ was late.
went at 4 plus.

went for ndp training. Shelley was in the flag party, wong was the flag party commander!
actually was joining the normal contingent den aft that Cheryl and i was like "eh, that bbb boy quite goood looking ar!" den lol... this is how it started.
stupid la!
kept sticking to the flag party cos "..." was in. hmmm...last time i use to hate him so much, had really bad impression of him. now... think he quite nice aft talking to him.
lol.
den minyi went baking den had choco and muffins. offered him and he was quite polite saying thank you!

den Cheryl was like daring me to go and talk to the ncc guy. but i didn la.
and Cheryl was with Douglas like couple sia. lol
Cheryl, i go home with him leh, Jealous? lol. no la. he my pri school friend and now still friend... don worry he is also my friend's future bf! lol
rmb to invite me kk...

had lots of fun. and was disturbing "S". den that Cheryl kept looknig at him. den i was like " Cheryl stop looking la! " lol
actually we were just joking.
but fun!

Its fun being a trainer! but the stupid ncc trainiers, when they play, they laugh non stop den when we play, they kept staring at us, like as if they nv play like that. lol

alright! oh ya! i thank God for giving me wisdom and good health.
i shall have lots of wisdom and do well in my actual O levels results! AMEN!

May all glory and honour be unto GOD! =] Amen!

I shone with Jesus @ | 7/29/2008 01:10:00 PM

Monday, July 28, 2008

PAP. nursery only! small right!

Primary5! i underweight leh! lol. now... haha

I am a mischief! last yr! time really flies

walao! i've got the mushroom hairstyle! thats cut by my mummy !

I was dancing!

cute right! Daddy says i look like wayne rooney in this picture! lol i not boy boy k though i play soccer. lol

In genting! was holding my little helicopter! i was only 2years old

Mummy always asked me to pose here and there. Model! lol

can spot me? the shortest and youngest! at the extreme left! with my cousins

hehe! at zoo with my relatives. i was the one crossing my legs!

i look very small! i realised i was bogay! less than 2 yrs old!

yeah! Little Jolene!

wah! see la, i model right. lol got props something.

MOre Photos coming out! Just that lazy find! let me check out my other photo albums! lol
had too many!

I shone with Jesus @ | 7/28/2008 02:40:00 PM

*.* Pictures of the day! *.*

look at what are the stage 1 girls doing. have a kitkat, take a break!

Stage 2 look quite zai ar1 but don judge a book by its cover! lol

minyi, me and cheng!

shelley, chheng and minyi

Stage 1

Shelley is yawning! lol the sec 3 girls who are slacking1 lol no la, they did do abit of work!

I shone with Jesus @ | 7/28/2008 01:34:00 PM

*.* APPRECIATION *.*

While i was telling the stage 2 on their attitude and how they should appreciate others, i rmbed the adam khoo workshop.

I realised that when you are being appreciated, you will feel really happy. cos i feel good when someone write me notes to thank me or say a simple "thank you"

while i was in the bus, i thought about ppl whom i really appreciate.
I realised how much my God had done for me, my parents had done for me, my friends had done for me, my teachers had done for me.

I thank God for his invitation. Its eternal life. thank him for giving his one and only begotten son Jesus to die for us.[John 3:16]

And sometimes i realised i don show appreciation to my parents.
Seriously, my parents had done alot for me.
it may be embarrassed telling this but i want to say. [ don laugh at me hor]
every morning, my mum have to wake up earlier than me just to help me squeeze toothpaste. can you see how lazy i am. if she doesn help me do that, i would be stuck in the toilet for a long time. And she helps me tidy my bed every morning. I look like a spoiled brat! But i don treat my mum like a maid. cos she is my mum. i do not have to worry bout housework, and i am not asked to do housework. I am really fortunated!

and my dad has been fetching me to school. he could have sleep but he still gets up every morning. And i rmbed very clearly that when i was in pri sch, when my dad was teaching me Eng, i was so sleepy as it was in night, and i gave him a punch! i was really naughty! lol
he had to work everyday. no offdays.[taxi driver]

and i rmb shouting at my parents. sometimes when i think back, i felt really guilty.
Anw i really love my parents. and i couldn forget that my mum telling me that if ii don want to look after her, can leave her in the old folks home as i was shouting at her. but i wouldn do that for sure!

And i thank them for nurturing me.
Without my parents, how can i be in this world?
but also God's plan! =]

And i thank God for everything.
i love my friends too.

i thank them for being there for me.

also my teachers! whom nv give up on me even though they know that i am really lazy and stuff.
And yes! ms liang especially my teacher and gbofficer and captain for 4 yrs!

And pls for those who are reading this, pls learn to appreciate others kk.

I shone with Jesus @ | 7/28/2008 12:39:00 PM

today is great! cos theres gb??? lol
maybe!
got back my physics and geog test. didn study for physics so the end result is FAIL!
lol
but gonna study for physics soon...
studied abit for Geog, end result PASS!

Got 84 out of 100. A1 distinction! thank God!
and when they see my paper they were like woah! 1st time... -_-.
this wasn a compliment guys!
thats an insult!

Gonnna start revision on other subjects especially Maths and Sciences and History...
had D&T. the guys were sick! talking bout some dirty jokes!

went to Gb quite early. Xinru suddenly wanted to talk to me urgently. i was like what so important thought it was some stuff bout the girls! but ended up...
shall not elaborate but to that particular "person" who is trying to destroy our friendship, pls don try it!

Why are you judging me? It is written in the bible"Do not judge,or you will too will be judged.For in the same way you judge others, you will be judged and with the measure you use,it will be measured to you." MATTHEW 7:1-2.
continue reading . Matthew 7:1-6]

such things you could say... if you think that i have motive, pls think twice and don use gb stuff to influence Xinru. it doesn work that way. i do had something against Xinru when we were in Sec2 but pls as we grow in the Lord, things really changed!
For God says "Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven." MATTHEW5:44

and i am praying for you now. stop being naive! whats there to snatch! We had stepped down and there isn any roles to snatch! why are you being so competitive? If you join GB just for fame and roles, pls i encourage you to not join because i learnt many things in gb instead of being competitive or being leaders FOR SHOW!
A real leader doesn need to be popular! but when you are made known, this shows that ppl see something in you and that you are fit to be a real leader. Do you think i need to come out with tactics to tell ppl that i am a leader?
Now let me shoot the question back at you like how you said Xinru. Why are you so close to me once? because it helps you get more attention than others? and that more ppl will like you?
It doesn mean being close to your seniors or juniors will make you an outstanding leader! i am close to them because i want treat them as my friends and not simply just a senior- junior relationship. Wait til you can do that den come and judge me!
And i thank God for the PBB selection camp. though i didn get, i still thank God because i had learnt alot of new things that you ought to learn. and it brought our friendship closer.[Cheryl, Xinru and i]
Den why are you angry that you were not given the cca award? and why am i sad that i was not given my pbb award? this shows that i am disappointed in myself and you were angry or jealous of others. Pls see the difference.
Whatever it is, there isn a need for me to make use of my friends. Appreciate ppl instead of making use.
Praise the Lord!

I shone with Jesus @ | 7/28/2008 12:06:00 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

*.* GB PHOTO TAKING *.*

Informal shot!
Closeup! look at the 3 dogs! lol
formal shot 1
formal 2. sec4s seated! wahahaha
Close up.

Photos might not be very clear. will try to scan in. =]

snap afew photos of our gb 54th photos!
its damn be blue!!!!!!

I shone with Jesus @ | 7/27/2008 02:03:00 PM

truth! anw very little ppl knows that i am into music! sad...=[
boring subject! history!
3 pairs of drum sticks! not drumstick[chicken]

YOYO!!!

come on! groovy groovy! played drums! masterted groove 1 and 2. truth!!!
gonna be a guitarist and drummer! yea!

Silvia and joyce saw my drumstick in Gold den... they also gget me to help them spray. walao! i brought home 3 pairs of drumstick la! lol

Today is a fruity day! yumyum! had so much fruits!
mum's fault agagin? no la! i thank her for her something wrong-ness!
She really something wrong. Go buy a small box of fruits! all kinds of fruits in it. [kiwi, dragonfruit, starfruit, papaya,watermelon, honeydew, apple, mango]

ALOT RIGHT! I eat til bloated! walao! den had dragon fruits again aft dinner! ppl eat 2 servings i eat don know how many thousand servings!

Slept so damn much. from 1 plus to 4 plus. alot right! like pig!
while sleeping, was listening to ndp songs. walao! patriotic sia!
SINGAPORE is PROUD to have me! yea!

ANd i am so damn happy cos i downloaded 34 NDP songs! yea! actually theres more but lazy download those not so nice or popular songs.
truth! had 30 ndp songs in my phone! i must be nuts!

wanted to download Christian songs but it seems to have very little illegal christian musics. but there's this song damn nice. "lead me higher" don know who sing de but it damn nice!

and i've got Hillsong's 'run'! its a new song i guess!

studies history... cold war! -_- the super boring subject!

alright! bye!
Labels: Fruity Sunday

I shone with Jesus @ | 7/27/2008 01:13:00 PM

Saturday, July 26, 2008

My mum is a joker!

while i was blogging, my mummy come kajiao me again. walao, i cannot stand her, always check on me, like i criminal or something.

den she saw what i wrote bout her on the blog, den just nice she was holding a cottenbutt, den she say" i poke your stomach's buee ba[fats in hokkien] den you know" den when she really want poke, i hit her hand away den kena her eye... lol. den she aiyo very loud... lol. thank God shhe was wearing specs if not she will be the "woman who sees without eyes" lol can be on tv. [the human spirit].
since she always ask me watch, if she in the show, i sure watch. lol

den she sat beside me[now still sitting] lol, iraised my hand to scratch my head, my elbow hit her head den she aiyo very loud again! lol

but thats intentionally. not purposely k. though i always kena scolding or grumbling from her, i nv wanted to do it back at her. see la, where to find such good daughter...

and i want scold daddy already... always give her newspaper... den every incident she read, she will come tell me den think and think and think.

there is this guy got drown cos he was kayaking WITHOUT lifevest. after she read, she say next time i go sentosa with you. -_-
den i say i will go with friends den she say i go peep at you. lol LAME la she.

den she read news bout other countries den she say unsafe thats why she nv allow me to go overseas for camp. and that is why i cannot go fonomarae 2009... =[
cant really rmb what she say bout new zealand.

she something wrong... den i go IMM with ms foo and ms goh that day till 8 plus, den she scold say why go IMM, there got alot of bad man, drunkards! lol.
she is being over protective la... everywhere is dangerous la, but God is with me.
but i know she somehow don believe. somehow she only believe there is one God but if i preach to her bout others, she would doubt me. aiya. she ar... hopeless. lol

I shone with Jesus @ | 7/26/2008 01:17:00 PM

didn go out today!
woke up at 11 plus close to 12. was really tired!
had brunch![ breakfast + lunch]
studied chem[acid, bases and salts] took me 3 hours. walao!
den mummy came to kajiao me... she came to talk to me, bout sch, my friends, gb and stuff...

den had dinner... salmon,pig liver,beansprout and toufu... i don like beansprout lor... but i don know why my mummy like...-_-
"bogay eat tougay" but i not bogay, so cannot eat tougay! lol

den had so much fruits! had appple, banana and mangosteen.[might spell wrongly]
Eeee... mangosteen tasted awful! bleah!
i just wonder why things she like i don like!
she say mangosteen very nice, but i don agree... i like cheese, she doesn like.
she like tougay, but i don like. i drink milk but she doesn drink.
But one thing we both like which is CHICKEN & EGG! lol
but she likes chicken wing and i like drumstick. so when we eat kfc, its the best cos she will kop the wing den i kop drumstick! lol

damn funny la just now. when i was answering the phone, i accidentally knock the container down den mummy shouted at me "why you..." den after that she paused den she was covering her mouth cos she had BITTEN her tongue! lol. den she slap my arm. lol den daddy say " is she shouting or singing?" lol. so i said singing. lol
den we were both laughing but mummy doesn know what we were laughing. lol if she know she will scold. lol

and i suddenly rmbed WaiWan. while i was drinking barley, it reminds me of WaiWan eating all the barley and greenbeans while we drink the soup during pbb! lol. she damn poor thing la, we kept pushing all the beans and barley to her den we help drink soup. lol. but its ok for mother to bully daughter. she called me mama! lol

alright! tmr is sabbath!!! going to church!
yeah! can play drums again!!!
Labels: fun times are valuable

I shone with Jesus @ | 7/26/2008 12:47:00 PM

Friday, July 25, 2008

yeah! at the canteen.
snacks!
carrying Zul's "Ben 10"cartoon bag and abel's bag full of walky talky and the red sash! yeah! dont you think i look like a suicide bomber! lol

I shone with Jesus @ | 7/25/2008 02:47:00 PM

just came back from school. i mean a meeting. lol
sounded so serious.

had a meeting at west coast mac with Cheng, shelley,minyi,lynn,hannah, cheryl and ms tan[3rd coy captain].
discuss bout what???
discuss bout the fairfield pri gb [3rd] end of year camp. woohoo! i am so excited. but you know what, its during my o levels but if i study hard and if i got into my dpa, no more worries! and i am really trying to adapt myself to studying for long hours. and having good memory. my mum just doesn believe that i can do it. well, we'll see... hehe
She treated us mac. and we were having a fun time together. lots of laughters.

on our way back to market bus stop, saw this guy jogging and we were saying bout mr koh and coincidentally it was mr koh! he is preparing for the 88km run! he is the IRONMAN!

today seems like sports day. played badminton b4 remedial, played abit of tchoukball and played floorball and abit of soccer.

8 girls were chosen for the sch ndp. had a little prob choosing. i don know how to put it. anw i just felt that thhe girls have a slight prob. aiya, complicated. i always thought that the sec3 girls were good but actually thinking twice, they are good followers but not leaders. and i don really see a change in them after being leaders.

seriously, if you knew me long enough, you would know that i dislike ppl who emo all of a sudden den don want to share their probs. i have no ways to console them or what la, cos i don know what they are thinking. From now on, i willl wash my hands off! regardless of my classmates, juniors or good friends or whoever. you want emo yourself, so be it!

had ndp training. Xinru, cheryl and i went for it. the trainers are[ncc] Junhong, Zulfika, Ahmad, Abel[if i am not wrong]. [ncdcc] Cheryl lim, Firdhaus. [gb] Xinru, Cheryl and JOLENE TAY! lol
yeah!!!

while the participants were training, the trainers were playing! lol. had lots of fun.
helped Zul carried his "Ben 10" bag. lol so big already still carry cartoon bag! and abel's bag but i told him provided if he lend me the red sash! lol but his bag had so many walky talky! walao! i look like suicide bomber!
thats what they say.

den Zul and Ahmad was teaching me how to sing this very funny song while donig hentak. must follow the beat. lol. funny la.

talked to the girls and ms foo while waiting for shelley's dad.
Shelley's dad drove the 7 of us to mac. so nice!=]

oh ya! my daddy is so damn funny! and i finally know why i am so creative. lol cos i inherited his genes. he used the "Michael learns to rock"'s and to compose a song for me. the lyrics are very meaningful. i cant really rmb. but i really like it. i told him to compose the whole song den i record it and set as ringtone! and when it comes to composing a song for mummy, there were alot of negative sentences.lol
mine was all the sweet and lovely phrases, den mum's had more negative than positive. dad said mum very longwinded, fussy, love to talk nonsense. lol
but he said not to tell her what we composed for her. lol
maybe next yr's mother's day. lol

oh ya, den wed when we called ms liang up and disturb, cheryl and i were crappingt non stop, but i guessed it helps ms liang not so lonely. lol keeping her entertained.
den cheryl asked what name she will give her baby next time den i say JOLENE cos all JOLENE very successful in life. lol den CHeryl say "JO-CHER-RU" lol Jolene+Cheryl+Xinru. haha
den we wrote her a card den we were writing rubbish! den i wrote what "ms liang rocks!" "Mr Ho rocks!" "MR liang rocks!" "Mrs Liang rocks!" "YOur sisters rock!" " 54th rocks rocks rock!" " i rock!" "we all rock!" lol. kinda lame!

alright! gonna start chionging real hard!
oh ya! aunty mary was sick! gonna pray for her! =]

allright! thats all folks![ looney tunes!]

I shone with Jesus @ | 7/25/2008 02:03:00 PM

Thursday, July 24, 2008

i dread school!!! every day is getting more and more bored and meaningless. if only we don need education in this "competitive society!" I really hope to be in heaven one day. i believe thats the place which is the best of the best! second to none.

anw i broke my record! i scored 23 out of 100 for D&T test. cos i didn study. but seriously i don like dnt theory but for o levels, i have too study for sure. =[

And i failed maths again. i feel alittle disappointed. =[ i studied for like 2 hours the night b4 la.
stupid!!! cant i pass maths for once. still rmb sec1 when ms liang taught me maths, from F9 to A2! good right! lol

but i am happy that i got b4 for ss and i am praying that i would not fail history. so that wont pull my grades.

cant wait for geog test results. hope to get distinction.

oh ya, morning the teachers were running for the national day thingy. so funny some slack teachers had a 1.2 km or 2.4 km walk. some "Zai" teachers had the napfa run .[2.4km]
so funny looking at them run. and some of us cheered for them.=]

hmmm... i wish and wish and wish and wish and wish... i wish that i can have good results and i wish that i have wisdom to do well in my o levels and i wish that i can live long and i wish that i can don work in a place with politics and i wish i can be contented for the rest of my life living on this small ball[earth].

anw God bless me! =]

and i love my mum. and i hope she wont scold me that often!

I shone with Jesus @ | 7/24/2008 11:46:00 AM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

YEAH! Racial Harmony day celebration.
i am not racist! cos i love malay!
wore baju kurong. actually i prefer kebaya. [might spell wrongly]
hmm... did dnt with that costume. anw Suriani wore a cheongsum[ might spell wrongly too]
so sexy. 4e4 and 4e5 whole class wore la. actually marvin they all also wanted to wear but firhin didn come den they cant get any malay traditional costumes.

alright! cheng and shen jean joined the contest. for some racial harmony day thingy. lol.
=]

I shone with Jesus @ | 7/22/2008 12:50:00 PM

BAck!

Had been studying. see who say slackers wont study1 though very seldom, once in a blue moon. i mean "RAINBOW" moon. hehe.

Anw i failed Chem test. lol.

struggling for chem and maths. -_- tough sia!

truth! i felt so good after donig my Geog test! yeah! cant wait for the results.

my DNT so long still haven finish la! idiot! still have to fix the motor, add LEDs, do soldering, den put all parts together! alot more lor. tmr cant do dnt... got chem and physics remedial. so sian.

oh ya! i broke the record! for like almost a month i have not watch tv! yeah! so happy. my mum kept asking me to watch "the human spirit" with her la! lol. she say very interesting but i don seem that interested. lol

had been very into guitar this few days. kept playing, trying to make my fingers super seasoned.

its damn cool!!! Drum rocks! lol. abit hard though. need to coordinate the leg and hands. my drum instructor looks like drug addict. lol he got curly and messy fringe.so disgusting. lol but can see that his skills are damn good.

alright! Shall end here.

I shone with Jesus @ | 7/22/2008 12:50:00 PM

Friday, July 18, 2008

TRUTH!!!
had been studying for the past 2 nights!

yeah!
School is so long. i spend like almost 12 hours in sch...
7am to 5plus -6 plus pm. Its like a routine.

had been rushing my D&T artefact. today is suppose to be the datedue but i told mdm wong that i couldn finish regardless of how much time she gives me. so yup, hopefully by tue all parts should be placed together and the motor and LEDs should be properly fixed and its workable. =]
Amen.

have not been watching tv for weeks. serious like 2 weeks already or maybe more.
not even the SHowdown!
even mum agrees. =]

must have self discipline. like what ms heng say sleep well, eat healthy. but i have not been eating healthy la.
eating oily food...lol

Common test started.The only test i didn study for is D&T.there is this particular qn asking bout primary and secondary. but i could think of anything so i just wrote Primary is a stage where students aged 7 to 12 will be going through, secondary is a stage where students aged 13 to 17 will be gonig through.
den another qn is what PMI method or something, i wrote Pre-marital illusion. lol. its kinda lame.

Anw started a little of my revision. preparing for my prelims. i ve scheduled a timetable for myself. yeah!!! isnt that something you guys should be happy for? lol nvm. i am happy.

Anw ms Foo offered me free "tuition". so aft mt D&T artefact is completed, i will be looking for her soon. previously was ms liang but currently... ahem she should be resting at home. lol

truth!!! i cant wait for tmr. will be having drum lessons! yeah!!! excited!!! hehe.

Prayer for the day.
Heavenly Father, i pray Lord that you will bless me wiith lots of $$, so that i can donate to the disabled, orphanage and i can help those who are around me. Also give me wisdom so that i can be like King Solomon, knowing how to make right decisions. I thank God for your everlasting love and may your words be spread by us and may you continue to give me the best and bless me abundantly.
In Jesus Most precious name, Amen.

Thanksgiving for the day.
i wanna thank...
GOd for giving me another day to live
GOd for helping me do my D&T artefact.
GOd for giving me wisdom to do my maths test paper.
GOd for giving me a pass in my English test
Daddy for driving me to school and giving me daily allowance.
Mummy for waking me up this morning.
Mummy for washing my clothes and doing the housechores.
& thank everyone who helped me today. =]
Labels: my father and my saviour is GOD., My maker

I shone with Jesus @ | 7/18/2008 12:57:00 PM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

*.* GBDAY PICTURES! *.*

MOst no. of awards won by a GB coy 2007! its 54th! yeah!!! truth! Thank You Father Lord! =]
GOH and those with positions.
We love 54th!
GB 54th!
candid.
54th handsign.
the champs!
mei,lin and xiao. truth! my beloved seniors!
GOH marching off
GOH. smart right!
normal contingent. abit slack.
ms foo reading gb message.truth!i saw this smart commander
yeah! significant day!
GOH marching in.

pledge taking.
whos is this Parade Commander.lol
contingent marching in
cheng commanding
xinru kena covered by School flag. lol thought her national flag bigger than mine. lol
DOggies!
before marching in
aneesha the pledge taker,janet and cheryl flagraiser
Lol. hhaving fun!
PRISON... look at cheryl damn cute la. lol
a dog, an emo and a don know what la. "xinru want smile smile la1 don control!" lol
yeah!!! my sch flag covering your national flag. lol
headless xinru and cheryl. lol
yeah! GB leaders.
our legs are aching.
stupid cheryl,while taking this photo she touch my buttock leh. eat my tofu. pay $$ la! lol.
sec4 leaders. i love my batch of girls
showing off our ranks. aneesha, why your chevron split into half ar! lol
Camwhoring!
see that stupid face of cheryl, acting sexy! lol "cheryl, i posted this photo! lol"
they got pbb i don have! =[
yeah! but i got DI .
truth!

I shone with Jesus @ | 7/15/2008 11:12:00 AM