today sucks!!!

just quarreled with my mum. damn what la! its like super unreasonable la. i told her i failed certain subjects den she flare at me say what i cannot go help out aat ndp08. but i need the cip hours in order to get my NYAA award. i spend a year or so and even went for the malaysia expedition just to complete. if now i nv go ndp and help out how to get that award. somemore i paid 12 bucks.

i told her i promise to start my o levels revision next week so that i have 5 months to pace myself instead of rushing through within 2 weeks.

as long as i promise that ndp wont affect my studies.
i promise.!!! PROMISE!!!


morning went to sch early den just nice met cheng, den she is super funny. she told me she came early cos she forgot its thur ad sch start late. den she was confiding to me. she is as blur as a sotong. lol


had singsiration rehearsal with ms leong.
during recess too.

had 2.4km run today! end of nafa test!!! woohoo!!!
manage to pass. and no longer the 1st girl anymore.
still rmb the days in sec1 and 2. 2.4km always 1st den last yr began to drop my timing.
X country 5th girl bacame one of the lousy runner now. gosh!
reason 1---> either Jolene Tay put on weight
reason2---> either Jolene Tay didn run for a long time.

aiya, why am i whining! can pass good le.

had mt remedial and tmr also chinese remedial. arg... cannot go gb earlier...


and yes. tmr is the 2nd lastweek for gb meeting. abit sad though. cant go anymore... have to endure for 7 months to attend gb meeting. but now my request is very simple, just complete my NYAA by going to ndp and help out, able to plan for ndp07 chalet aft o levels, drill comp commander for dc08, going back to 54th and maybe 52nd or 3rd pri as a student helper, and serving in gb hq one day. sooner or later. and of cos get PBB!
simple right!


and also getting good grades for prelims to avoid nagging. and o levels to prove to ppl out there who belittle me.
and get into a good course. the best is aerospace den can join RSAF [air force]
de can wear the very "zai" uniform. wahahahaha.
den after 10 years of contract with RSAF, go on to work at GB HQ den be the officer in charge for NDP and SYF den can every year participate. damn cool. den have high ranking in HQ. The pay of the job doesn matter. what matters is whether i enjoy the job anot. and God will provisse me sufficient or even overflowing wealth for me.
and he will.

don you guys think i have a bright future. haha.
there is this phrase " God help those who help themselves" but i don believe this. thats what my neighbour told me.
he will help you no matter what.

alright! time to sleep soon.

goodnight folks.!!!